He's not there

He’s gone,
You’re sad, 
I get that. 
He left because he doesn’t want to be a part of your life anymore,
I understand. 
However,
You need to fill that hole he left in your chest when he acted like it was a wall and punched through it when he got mad. 
I want you to break your bones back into place, 
I know you broke them all when you fell for him. 
Stop thinking about him kissing you, 
Replace that taste on your tongue with something much sweeter than he ever was. 
I know school didn’t teach you to stop loving someone and how to cope with life when someone leaves, 
But you can battle through this. 
Right now, 
You’re probably numb. 
Every morning you wake up and think about him, 
I know, 
I’ve been there,
Eventually you won’t think about him all the time, 
Memories fade, 
One day you’ll wake up and stop torturing yourself with the thought of him. 
When you realise you haven’t thought about him for a while you will smile, 
You will learn to love and be happy again. 
You will be mended. 
I want you to stay strong, 
Don’t give up,
Do what you have to do to fix this. 
Stop making 11:11 wishes for him to come back,
He’s not going to.
he’s never going to come back to you 
Tuesday, 19:38 thoughts.

Ambivert

"Introvert or Extrovert"

Have you find your own?
just for your information,
Introvert:
While not necessarily shy, you prefer to spend a lot of your time alone to recharge your limited energy.
Extrovert:
As a great social networker, you love to socialize, mingle and make as many friends as possible.

somehow, they said that i am an Extrovert, and the other test said that i am an Introvert.

it is actually the things that i was worried about.

then, i took another test on internet, 

and the result is, i am an:

AMBIVERT

(source: http://lonerwolf.com/introvert-or-extrovert-test/)

As a fairly equanimous person, you display both introverted and extroverted characteristics. While on some days you like being surrounded by many people, on others you prefer to relax on your own and take some time out. As such, you can easily relate to both extremes on the personality spectrum, and have an easier time delving in and out of the internal and external worlds. This may lead to feelings of confusion as many times you feel like a “walking contradiction”, feeling one thing one moment, and another thing the next. Your friendship circle tends to consist of 3, 4, or 5 people. 

 To summarize, these are some of your defining characteristics:

• Equanimous
• Enjoys socializing, but also being alone at times.
• Behavioural decisions usually rely on “how one feels”, or the context of the situation.
• Usually has a small group of friends.
• Flexible.
• Changeable.
• Ability to appreciate both inner and outer worlds.
• Easygoing.